Thing-a-Day Jan 23 #27 - Fuckit Friday
It's funny. I don't have much to angrily rant about anymore. Like... I used to be able to write pages on things that pissed me off. Now, though... I don't feel like I have the energy any more.
Maybe it's age. Maybe it's the fact that I'm learning to let shit go. Maybe I just don't care any more. Either way, I like it this way. I like the fact that I don't have to hold on to anger. Does this mean things don't get under my skin and stay for a while? Nope. Things constantly do that still. However, I'm able to resolve these things quickly once they surface.
My co-worker says something stupid? *shrug* I guess he had a moment of dumb.
Someone cuts me off in traffic? *flip bird* What a dick. Oh well.
I fall out of my truck and bust my fuckin' tailbone on the blacktop? *confused tirade of expletives* I guess I gotta be more careful and plan on visiting the doc.
Dude on YouTube made video #243 about one of my older channels? *happy for him* I'm glad he's still making monetized content and improving his quality. Maybe he should pick another topic, though.
See... it's weird. I feel like that particular set of cogs has teeth that are so worn that they just don't fully engage.
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